Reestablished my grip on reality was my highest priority today, coz I think I may have let a few things slipped away from my priority list in the past couple of days. But I wont let myself fall into my old routines just because they offered a high level of comfort. Gonna experiment new ways and approaches. Gonna seek different paths. Stuff and issues demanding my full attention help brought me back to the here and now. I know, if I am more willing to face my fears of personal intimacy, I can move to higher grounds …. insha’allah. Allah bless me …… sigh.