Hmmmm this is seemingly interesting about me recalling the day’s effort (nak berfikir lagi tuh walhal siang tadi doktor strictly advises me to relax and rest banyak2 cos she detected I was overly stressed hehehe takpe takpe saya ni Superwoman among the not-so-super hehehe) ….. the talks in my head said – It was tough to get comfortable today, but I remained focused and completed tasks. I could see many different roads that will get me to my desired destination. If, however, they all lead to the same place, is there a reason to go down one path versus another? I can become so lost in this question now and lose sight of where I am going. I also understand that it’s more important to keep moving forward than to waste time identifying why I choose one way or another. Oh well ….. whatever lah, I just want to be on-track and my goals within reach. Alhamdulilah, my elusive emotional balance continues to motivate me despite the boredom and loneliness.